Not just bad habits
A few things that i need to keep myself reminded of how imperfect, useless, pathetic and sometimes idiotic i can be. I need to stop this bullshit i'm pulling, i must change, it has to start now.
Problem No.1
This is probably my biggest problem. I have a big difficulty on finishing something i started. I tend to pull out/surrender/give up when the going gets tough, when i encounter an uneasy situation. And this has led me into being a jack of all trades, master of NONE. Some people say i'm good with music. I can play all kinds of instruments, but the fact is i'm never REALLY good at any.
I already feel like a loser (even if you really don't think so), This has got to STOP.
Problem No.2
I'm not respecting other peoples time the way i should. I mean, i'm not doing it well enough. I've failed to be punctual on quite a number on occasions. And the main victim for this is definitely her. I'm so sorry for that.
And sorry to everyone who has been suffering from Ben's pathetic time management.
Problem No.3
I'm lazy, and i am not giving my best in the things that matters most to me.
Problem No.4
Selfish sometimes, which has led me into a rude boy wanting things my own way.
I gonna stop all these crap from now on.
Help me God.
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Ken just left for Michigan. It's been a little quiet here.
Uni is starting in a week's time. Soon it will be my turn to leave.
Anyone gonna miss me?
Problem No.1
This is probably my biggest problem. I have a big difficulty on finishing something i started. I tend to pull out/surrender/give up when the going gets tough, when i encounter an uneasy situation. And this has led me into being a jack of all trades, master of NONE. Some people say i'm good with music. I can play all kinds of instruments, but the fact is i'm never REALLY good at any.
I already feel like a loser (even if you really don't think so), This has got to STOP.
Problem No.2
I'm not respecting other peoples time the way i should. I mean, i'm not doing it well enough. I've failed to be punctual on quite a number on occasions. And the main victim for this is definitely her. I'm so sorry for that.
And sorry to everyone who has been suffering from Ben's pathetic time management.
Problem No.3
I'm lazy, and i am not giving my best in the things that matters most to me.
Problem No.4
Selfish sometimes, which has led me into a rude boy wanting things my own way.
I gonna stop all these crap from now on.
Help me God.
-----
Ken just left for Michigan. It's been a little quiet here.
Uni is starting in a week's time. Soon it will be my turn to leave.
Anyone gonna miss me?
posted by Ben Tay at
5:16 AM
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5 Comments:
Hey bro, take it easy. We're all human, ya? I have about the same problems as you do anyway. = )
thanks =)
thank you for the bold confession :)
Isn't it appropriate that the camp theme is transform? :)
A challenge:
spend time to meditate on Romans 12:1-2. Not just for a day but think & pray through it throughout the week and see what God is telling you.
God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble. As you humble yourself under His mighty hand and surrender your stubborn nature, expect change and it'd be great!! :) all glory to God..
persevere, my brother.. the prize is still there at the end of the race. Run it well.
I wanted to post a comment but after seeing Guats' comment ... I'm feeling a little intimidated -_-'
But anyhow ... like what dormiens says. We all make mistakes :) try and improve yourself to make yourself a better person :)
Then again ... I believe it is all that, that makes you, you :)
ge : thanks
Aiwen : ahaha i din't know you read my blog but thanks anyway
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